I can't explain how I feel, because I don't know how I feel for real. This summer has been very intensive and I haven't had the time to get bored and thought about the departure or about next year, so I think I will not start realizing about all that till I see my self in the plain.
I know I'm going to miss a lot of people, and May, more than any one. She has been crying all the evening and trying to avoid me to realize how bad she has been feeling for all this. Concerning my best friends, almost all of them came after the Manga and Anime Convention. I was really glad to see them, because I thought they were not coming and I thought I would have to call them. Has been good for me, although that also made me realize that I'm going.
I'll try to actualize this as soon as possible, but I don't know when I will have the Internet there.
I think I'm nervous.